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I needs to sleep so bad. Was yawning from like 8pm tonighta t work ^^; Am quite out of it really *yawns yet again* Had a huge dinner so that could have something to do with it. Was naughty andhad like 3 hot cross buns, 2 before even eatig dinner because I had to eat something while the real meal was heating up or I would have fallen over. Was feeling a little light headed but omg the hunger pain. If it hadn't been my break time then, I would have been telling the boss I was taking a break *nods*
So I've been invited out Sat night with some of the gals on the registers. It's Chloe's b'day...do not ask who that is, can't put faces to names all that well and I actually asked...who is Chloe *very embarassed* Sabrina was the one doing the inviting and it's a really small groups going...like 5-6 girls and Dean the gay lad on the registers. But apparently Chloe has said to invite me so I got invited...it's strange to be invited and actually given enough notice. We're going for dinner and then whatever happens. They're renting an apartment so we can crash there rather than drive and all that. So I'm working on telling myself I"m making the right decision by going out and all that and the $100 or so I'll spend will be money well spent. Bloody better be.
I just don't get invited out much or find out too late and there's always the transport factor. We're meeting at work and car pooling. Am so not traveling with Amelia...cannot stand her *winces*
I think i have trouble with the general group type invitation things unless it's heard directly from the person in charge. I like to know for sure that I'm wanted there kind of thing. Sounds silly I know but I hate to think I'm imposing or just in the way *frown at insecurities and attempts to squash them*
But yes, unless things change, will not be home Saturday late afternoon, night and possibly Sunday unless Chris does come as well and he gives me a ride home. Need to find my stomping boots cos I think there's clubbing involved. Please let me be able to dance decently and not look like a lump ^^;
What I really want to do this weekend is playstation but getting out will be good for me...even if I'll be the oldest of the group by a good 5-6 years.
Between now and then I have a couple of kinkfest fics to do plus a meme or two and rp things. No rest for the wicked in this part of the world ;)
I need to shower and see if I can squeeze a rp reply out of my brain...unfortunately I think the two currently due require more thought than I'm capable of right now.
So I've been invited out Sat night with some of the gals on the registers. It's Chloe's b'day...do not ask who that is, can't put faces to names all that well and I actually asked...who is Chloe *very embarassed* Sabrina was the one doing the inviting and it's a really small groups going...like 5-6 girls and Dean the gay lad on the registers. But apparently Chloe has said to invite me so I got invited...it's strange to be invited and actually given enough notice. We're going for dinner and then whatever happens. They're renting an apartment so we can crash there rather than drive and all that. So I'm working on telling myself I"m making the right decision by going out and all that and the $100 or so I'll spend will be money well spent. Bloody better be.
I just don't get invited out much or find out too late and there's always the transport factor. We're meeting at work and car pooling. Am so not traveling with Amelia...cannot stand her *winces*
I think i have trouble with the general group type invitation things unless it's heard directly from the person in charge. I like to know for sure that I'm wanted there kind of thing. Sounds silly I know but I hate to think I'm imposing or just in the way *frown at insecurities and attempts to squash them*
But yes, unless things change, will not be home Saturday late afternoon, night and possibly Sunday unless Chris does come as well and he gives me a ride home. Need to find my stomping boots cos I think there's clubbing involved. Please let me be able to dance decently and not look like a lump ^^;
What I really want to do this weekend is playstation but getting out will be good for me...even if I'll be the oldest of the group by a good 5-6 years.
Between now and then I have a couple of kinkfest fics to do plus a meme or two and rp things. No rest for the wicked in this part of the world ;)
I need to shower and see if I can squeeze a rp reply out of my brain...unfortunately I think the two currently due require more thought than I'm capable of right now.
