post full of random about random and 07-Ghost and sewing and not wanting to work...the usual really

Kalli's name has popped up on my reminders list. I'm not ready for important b'days even if they are still a week away. Or a week and a day for Suk. Not prepared for anything really.

Why is no one on the flist watching/reading 07-Ghost? I need someone to squee with dammit. I spent most of work yesterday thinking of Castor/Haruken getting it on...some tattoo/bondage/undead/Bishop&apprentice porn. I need an icon for this anime/manga. The manga is way ahead of the anime too like with bleach but there isn't filler eps which makes me happy. Impatiently awaiting the next episode.

I'm always needing icons >.> Finally located the Suikoden 'join my army bitches' one which I must upload so bad.

Off to finally see HP this weekend and then Sunday I'll not be here for a bit depending on how interesting the king of the mountain festival is down town. It might be 30 this year but that doesn't mean it'll be any more interesting than the last few years. Which it hasn't. I'm going for icecream :)

Do not want to go to work. Want to stay home and sew. I've been looking at Suzaku's cloak and wondering what the hell was I think ing. I've not even cut the fabric for the flight suit yet. But what the hell...can't be any worse than some I've seen pics for at recent cons but you can tell the homemade ones compared to brought on ebay/amazon and I think well done for making your own. Not knocking people who buy their cosplays because I know it's all about time/money/skill/sanity but there's definitely that extra bit of something when you make it. I think it's called stress and sleepless nights XD

Damn, now I'm amused at myself. Here's hoping this feeling lasts all day as I need to now get off and get ready for work *clings to all* Also I really need a phone with a qwerty keyboard so typing to twitter will not be so painful. Sadly that will have to wait till after con as money is all tied up in that :3

random much?

I posted this morning? Wow I so do not remember this morning at all.

I r tired.

Mentally I'm not overly brain functional and physically yeah I'm beat. I don't even think I did all that much today but the tiredness has got to be stress. I don't even really seem to have that much stress according to me but that whole jaw clenching thing is really getting to me. It is becoming my stress indicator. Which can't be good really because I'm not supposed to be clenching my jaw but it happens and I realize and then I think about it and end up doing it some more. Can't win *hangs head*

Got the Suikoden V soundtrack in the mail today. Is happy. Got awesome email. Is super happy.

Is also very damn tired even after having 2 milos but I think if I'd had a cup of tea instead it would make no difference. Thankfully tomorrow is my late sart day and I'm so planning on sleeping in if the body allows.

Note to self - phone bank about skipping loan payment. You're like piles ahead in repayments so it should be okay really.

Am tempted to get a commission by Jo Chen this year at con. Something Suikoden definitely. I still have her sexy Camus on my wall and Flik and a Camus & Seed pic on my fridge. That DMC pic of Nero I think that I won at con closing ceremonies is still laying flat somewhere too. Really probably should have sold it after I'd won it. I've never put it up anywhere. Oh and why did no one tell me that the mangaka for Hero Hell and Yellow is going to be at con. Am actually thinking of standing in line for an autograph this year. But that would take away from flist hanging out time so perhaps not >.>

Urg tired and so to bed with me. I am going to dream of bishies tonight. Needs to dream of bishies.