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Am feeling somewhat better tonight. This was after feeling disgustingly ill this afternoon after eating noodles. I was waiting to be sick all over the place really. Curled up on the bed for a bit with some basting for the Luke cosplay and slowly felt better.
I'm thinking it is the yogurt and berry cookie I had at the movies. it was the same yesterday in that I felt awful after coming home and just really couldn't get much done. I spent yesterday evening slowly cleaning my bookshelves and putting stuff away. Mindless stuff that I can easily put down and pass out. Tonight I did dishes. Yeah >.> All really because they needed doing, dad in a shitty mood and living in fear of what he might do in the morning if they hadn't been done tonight.
Am tired of living in fear of him and how he reacts to stuff. He's back on his medication for his psoriasis and it is not pretty already. It is what works best but causes the worse mood swings and always towards the bad mood side. I'm getting to the point on not wanting to talk to him. Damn and after we had a good day today. I'm hoping they will kick in properly real soon and get his skin better so he's not so twitchy. Twitchy is a bad thing.
Hence me not replying to stuff in my inbox. Apologies to everyone that I am slow getting to replies but it is a matter of being in the right frame of mind to pay attention to what I'm typing so not to accidentally offend and such. No idea when I will get to stuff, possibly tomorrow night after work, mood pending. After all it will be Monday.
I can already feel Monday-itis setting in. I need to crawl into bed and get some sleep. After I drag the cat tray inside. No rest for the wicked...even after dancing out the kitchen while doing dishes. Yes, I was seriously bopping in front of the sink to my iPod, world tuned out. I went through my whole work playlist doing dishes...which I think is about an hour or so. Had to be quiet so not to wake dad.
Urk tired. Sleep now.
I'm thinking it is the yogurt and berry cookie I had at the movies. it was the same yesterday in that I felt awful after coming home and just really couldn't get much done. I spent yesterday evening slowly cleaning my bookshelves and putting stuff away. Mindless stuff that I can easily put down and pass out. Tonight I did dishes. Yeah >.> All really because they needed doing, dad in a shitty mood and living in fear of what he might do in the morning if they hadn't been done tonight.
Am tired of living in fear of him and how he reacts to stuff. He's back on his medication for his psoriasis and it is not pretty already. It is what works best but causes the worse mood swings and always towards the bad mood side. I'm getting to the point on not wanting to talk to him. Damn and after we had a good day today. I'm hoping they will kick in properly real soon and get his skin better so he's not so twitchy. Twitchy is a bad thing.
Hence me not replying to stuff in my inbox. Apologies to everyone that I am slow getting to replies but it is a matter of being in the right frame of mind to pay attention to what I'm typing so not to accidentally offend and such. No idea when I will get to stuff, possibly tomorrow night after work, mood pending. After all it will be Monday.
I can already feel Monday-itis setting in. I need to crawl into bed and get some sleep. After I drag the cat tray inside. No rest for the wicked...even after dancing out the kitchen while doing dishes. Yes, I was seriously bopping in front of the sink to my iPod, world tuned out. I went through my whole work playlist doing dishes...which I think is about an hour or so. Had to be quiet so not to wake dad.
Urk tired. Sleep now.
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